You need to get scared, like really scared to straighten you out!
Ill give you a few examples:
– Definite propensity and predictability for Alzheimer’s Disease (blood test)…pTau 217.
– Elevated liver enzymes for no apparent reason.
– eGFR of 28. No assignable cause.
– Three (3) stones in each kidney (bilateral).
– Pissed blood…really red blood, no dilute.
– BP 190/120
Someone needs to scare you real bad.
Anymore questions?
Thanks, TenMan
bro been there done that.
Yeah it starts with alcohol, then you just want to do blow. At first its Saturdays, then it becomes Sundays from hangovers then it becomes used for work all of a sudden you are hooked because it just makes life better.
When you get to the point where it’s all you think about and you stop going out and just want to sit home alone and do blow you are truly fucked.
You just have to stop. My doctor prescribed me clonodine to help get off. It stops the cravings.
Understand this you will have relapses. And you will hate yourself for it. BUT DON’T the relapse will make you realise how much it actually sucks and they will become less and less. Be good to yourself.
Take some mushrooms and look in the mirror it may make u realise how much u hate what u have become. may.
The depression is hell but it to will pass.
I used clonidine, benzos and some weed even a bit of ghb and I eventually got off a daily habit.. Takes time.
Man all that shit is fun as hell initially especially if there is pussy around. But it isn’t sustainable.
Like I said it has you when you when it’s all you can think about and you just isolate and do it alone all day.
Goof luck brother.
A lot of addicts don’t care about living or dying so those numbers mean nothing but they would scare the shit out of me. Just the BP itself would have me super concerned
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